The Caregiver
I worked for a paralyzed man who taught me how quickly freedom could be taken away. If only my addiction had been willing to listen.
The Prelapse
Relapses don’t start when you pick up. They begin long before, when your mind leads you to a place where you can’t do anything but drink.
Life as a Tweaker
In my early twenties, I discovered speed. The affair was short but not at all sweet—unless you count all the Caramello bars.
What to Pack for Rehab
You've made the decision to go to rehab. You're a mess. Then you realize you need to pack for 28 days. A rehab veteran guides you through the process.
The Fixes We Chase in Sobriety
Now that you're sober, it's time to sleep around, shop, guzzle on sugar and find other harmful ways to soothe your psyche. Or you could meditate and get a massage. Meet the good, the bad and the fugly of sober fixes.
Community Service in Hollywood
Sentenced to 30 days of community service in Los Angeles, Amy Dresner recounts facing up to the consequences of her actions.
Sexual Healing?
Walking away from that two legged dope—how sex addiction rattled my early sobriety.
A Moderate Proposal on Moderation
Finally making a year sober AGAIN after 20 years of relapsing, I wake up to an article telling me I didn't need to be abstinent after all. Not so helpful. A rebuttal from somebody who's been abstinent with and without AA.
Memorial Daze
I appreciate that this guy died as a result of alcoholism, but only at an AA memorial do people harp on WHY the person died.
Saving Tom Sizemore
I don't care who you are—if you're an addict and you relapse, you deserve our compassion, not our judgement.
Everyone a Winner!
Amy Dresner hits the 5th annual Experience, Strength and Hope Awards. Corn nuts, hugs, cheese and sobriety ensue.
A Sexual Compulsive Valentine's Day
Forty years after beginning his work in sex addiction, Dr. Patrick Carnes gave the keynote speech at a Sexual Compulsives Anonymous Convention. The Fix reports.
Why I Love Sex and Hate Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous
How am I supposed to find recovery when the meetings themselves trigger me?
Are Women Safe in AA?
One of the dangers of AA is its open door policy. But is rape really a bigger threat in the rooms than it is anywhere else?
Taming of the Shrewd
People in 12-step communities refer to outsiders as "normies." I dated one. It didn't go so well, but I'm all the stronger for it.
Sex, Screenwriting, and Sobriety
Author Diana Gould shares her inspirations for Coldwater, a story about a detective show writer struggling with alcoholism who gets wrapped up in her own real-life mystery.
Straight Shooting on Gay Pride
Gay rights have come a long way, but sober representation at the recent Gay Pride in LA left something to be desired.
Comic Transformation
With 20 years of sobriety, comedian Ian Harvie looks back on coming out as a lesbian, then as an alcoholic and then as transitioning into a male body in The Fix Q&A.
Turning Over A New (Pot) Leaf
My fear was that I would spray this stuff under my tongue and 20 minutes later I’d be listening to The Grateful Dead . . .